Look up in the Sky

Sweet memories keep refreshing my mind over and over again so I can still feel alive. Yesterday was I still remember, his skin so soft, his tough hands, and his golden hair. A gentle reminder it causes me chills. A long black piano and sweet melodies playing all around the room. I felt like a dancing queen, time can’t stop me now, I’m runner faster and faster. His deep pure thoughts, his voice so sweet, I was so naive and we attended to the best day of our lives. His hands keeps playing softly on the keys, a little bit of jazz, a little bit of classic and I can still feel lost inside me. In my dreams, he’s always there to save me, to rescue me and I’ll never forget what he’d done for me. And ‘I love you’ I’m singing this words to you because I know you feel it too. I remember the first day we met, our arms perfectly fit on each others body. And it was an eternal moment I would to for ever hold on.And our first kiss, your lips so soft and your arms around me, I was under protection, I felt so warm like if I never knew cold. Now, not so far from those days, I still can’t find those words I would like to say to you. Yesterday I had a dream. Again on that little clean room. The long black piano had always been there remaining still. Both sitting on the same chair, you played a song for me, a classic song, the ones I loved, the ones you know I loved. You smiled to me, you dazzled me a couple of times, an overwhelming feeling filled into my veins. The song finished and you turned to me, looked into my eyes. So calm, but then it was so hard to breathe. It was like air was ending for both, and I was scared but you did one thing I never expected you’ll do. If I ever thought about it, I wouldn’t think it twice and do it. You kissed me softly and gentle but the kiss burned our lips with such a passion, you knew there wasn’t enough air for both. You gave me your last breath, you told me you were sorry and that you loved me. The walls vanished along with the piano, for the first time I felt so cold, It was freezing outside, it stung my lungs when I tried to breathe, it was harder to breathe every time I tried. But if only time could be frozen. This dream became such a big nightmare for me, the room disappeared, air ran away from my lungs. Everything vanished along with you, everything vanished to leave me along. I look up at the sky I still remember the last time I saw your clear image on the star, now even the stars seem pretty far for me to reach them, now I can’t see anything else but nothing.
I love you so much.

Nancy Zhou